can you help me?
tell me what to do.
can you help me?
tell me when it will be?
can you help me?
tell me not to wait.
can you help me?
not asking me to give you more time.
can you help me?
to have a courage to say it is over.
can you help me?
to be fine
Gue lagi setengah jalan membaca Tuesday with Morrie, buku Mitch Albom. Kenapa setengah jalan, karena memang baru setengah dan nggak selesai-selesai, kesalip dengan buku lain seperti biasa.
Dan..wala!..ada bagian dari buku itu "Bagaimana mengontrol Emosi" dan most suprising..Morrie dalam buku itu berkata "SWITCH OFF YOUR FEELING"
Pas gue baca, and think in a pause mode "Really?" "Masa?"
Ya, lalu gue teruskan membaca sampai selesai, dan ok..gue jadi ngerti...
Swtich off your feeling, Matiin perasaan loe, itu seperti ketika sedih, putus asa kita biarkan perasaan itu ada, jangan hindari, dan pada suatu titik tertentu we said to our self "Oh. this is how it feel in pain and sad, so, mm..i want to try the other feeling" ...
Jadi tidak ada yang salah untuk merasakan titik terendah dalam perasaan sedih itu, untuk dapat kita naik kembali..seperti kita memiliki saklar hati "ada gak ya dijual?"... :)
Let it zero, to become a hero..hahaha..we are never going to have high, unless we have low..so right...Morrie!!!
We are never know what we are going to have. Seperti sahabat gue bilang "Reach your highest dream, the sky is your limit" Bener banget..hari ini, besok, lusa, minggu depan, bulan depan siapa yang akan tahu yang akan kita peroleh, yang akan kita dapat..dan yang akan kita jalani Untuk besok pun..bahkan kita tak pernah tahu, masih bertemu atau tidak dengan teman, sahabat, keluarga, love one...besok adalah misteri.
But, the most important is "The power of Mind...so true! "
Have it in your mind, you are never know that it will happen, coz it does!
Jumat malam, gue ngobrol sama temen gue, we have a nice chat, and we have the same dreams "Walking down in New York" bedanya dia cukup simpel mimpinya, jalan di downtown of New York with ipod in his ear, listening Jason Mraz "I'm Yours"..so simpel...
Kalo gue? tidak tahu kenapa dari dulu gue ingin sekali pas Natal di kota New York, melihat pohon natal yang besar, dan dengerin lagu "Let it Snow" berkumandang..
HHaaaahha...too high...i guess not..we are never know what we are going to have rite??...and i'm still keep that in my mind....
So, ummm..walking down in New york, anyone??
Diluar ramai, diluar gaduh
Orang teriak, orang tertawa
Mereka bercengkerama, tertawa bersama
Tetapi kenapa kamu tetap merasa sendiri?
Teman datang, teman pergi
Lelaki datang, perempuan pergi
Perempuan datang, lelaki pergi
Tetapi kenapa kamu tetap merasa sendiri?
Bising, hiruk pikuk
Tumpah ruah, senda gurau
Cinta datang,cinta pergi
Kamu tetap akan sendiri
Coz...you are alone in the crowd..
"Makanya hati-hati taruh barang" kalimat simpel banget yang mungkin tidak terpikir bahwa kalimat tersebut akan mempunyai arti yang lebih jauh dari arti sebenarnya kalimat itu sendiri, yaitu "kalo punya barang, taruhlah ditempat semestinya, sehingga mudah ditemukan, dan tidak kehilangan".
Simpel banget kata tersebut, dan kata itu juga simpel gue denger pas gue lagi kehilangan ikat rambut gue, gue lupa dan hilanglah itu ikat rambut.
Tapi gue rasa hati-hati meletakkan sesuatu (taruh) nggak hanya untuk barang, hati-hati taruh kata misalnya, jadi "jika kita berbicara atau berucap ya hati-hati, dengan kata-kata yang sudah terungkap, susah ditarik balik" implikasinya dua, bisa menyakiti bagi yang tidak menerima atau dilupakan karena nggak ada arti sama sekali. Serta kata tersebut bisa diletakkaan didua tempat juga, hanya ditelinga jadi hanya sambil lewat, atau ditaruh dihati jadi kepikiran.
Dan yang paling penting gue rasa "hati-hati taruh hati" salah taruh bisa sakit hati...hahahaa...we have to put it to the right person, we put it right, it is a happy ending, we put it wrong..ya tau sendirilah jawabannya tidak perlu disebut lagi... :)
Jadi "ya hati-hati taruh barang!"
Pernah nggak?
Lupa parkir mobil dimana,sampe mengitari satu lantai basement, dan setelah cape nyari dan balik lagi nyari ternyata mobil loe ada didepan mata.
Pernah nggak?
Dari arah DI Panjaitan mau ke Gedung Antam malah jadi ke Taman Anggrek?
Pernah nggak?
Mau ke PIM dari tanah kusir tapi malah muter ke pakubuwono dan akhirnya lewat radio dalam?
Pernah nggak?
Kehilangan tiket parkir lebih dari dua kali dalam jangka waktu 3 bulan?
Pernah nggak?
Lupa sama nomor pin ATM sendiri, padahal ngambil duit bisa lebih dari seminggu sekali?
Damn.where is my brain dude!and it's happening cuma dalam jangka waktu 3 bulan..OMG...
Saying I love you, sometimes it was a hardest word to say. We thought that, these words don’t need to be said verbally. It is like, “You know that I love you, from the way I treat you, so I don’t need to spell it out for you.”
I was kind a smiling with what happens this morning, my mom told me when I was prepared my self to go to work, “hey, you forget to tell I love you” she said. I have a glance look and think “Do I have to?”
“I love you” she said, and I was replied her”I love you too mom.” and she is add “Mario Teguh said that every morning we have to said I love You , because it is give a good energy and it is a pray for you” and I reply “Who is Mario Teguh? Anyway”
“You have to watch Metro TV” she said, hmm…
So, as soon as I got on my desk at my office, I check his name on Google. Oh, ok he is a motivator, and “OMG, I was play FB too often that I don’t even knew him, and the only TV channel that I was watching was Star world and AXN, hmm…too much CSI, Numbers and Grey’s Anatomy in my daily life”
From that moment I just realizing, that saying I love you, it was a magical word, it is make my day and make me feel grateful every inch of it. I know I love my mom, but I never thought I have to say it verbally.
I got easily said that word to my boyfriend when I have one, but I never said that word to my own mom and the sad part is I never get a chance to said the word "I LOve you" to my own Dad.
So Mom, I LOVE YOU!”
You know she is not right for you
Not the one that you have been waiting to
But why you holding on me, to stay with you all the time
Makes thing that is so wrong, be right for you
You are a man
You said, you have a fucked up love live
I think you are the one who mess it up
While you can cut up her when you feel it is not right
But why you holding on me, to stay with you all the time
Makes thing that is so wrong, be right for you
Well, you are a man
When you told me that I was in a wrong love line
I know you are so right, and I was so wrong
But I am not holding on you, to stay with me all the time
Makes thing that is so wrong, be right for me
Because, you are not my man
