This is it ....

8 november 2009 it is not just my best fren bday who went away, but is is also my turning point to letting go of someone that I have not forget at all.

He is not perfect at all but don't know why I love him perfectly, but that is just me. He already found someone new, while I'm stuck in Da place that I should leave 8 months a go.

It is so hard to accept the fact that u wish u never know, but this is it, ini jalannya, ini jawabnya from all my prayers to Allah SWT
"Ya Allah jika dia bukan untukku mudahkan Ku utk lupakannya, jauhkan dia dr pikiranku, lingkunganku , dan jauhkan dia dari hatiKu, tapi jika mmg untuk aku bukakan kembali jalannya, dekatkan dia sekali lagi untukku"

And I know the answer for today "Allah jauhkan dia dari aku, this is it, this is the answer ...